Hello Brain, SHUT UP! Seriously why must you always being thinking obsessive things that make me crazy!? I love that you make me write songs and have deep feelings..well i guess my heart gets some credit too huh? See there you are making me THINK again. Where were you in school when i needed you? Why do you go in so many directions making one simple decision almost impossible? I wonder what i would be like if you just made up your mind.(pun intended) once and a while. If you gave me a clear and concise vision of what I'm supposed to do with my life instead of scattered remints of ideas i had at some point. I appreciate that you are of the creative sort but sometimes id like to lay my head on my pillow and just SLEEP. You analyze every minute detail of my past present and future to the point of chaos and i just cant take it any more. There must be a way to control you, to make you see things my way..whatever way that may be. I feel as though you are a big bowl of different cereals mixed together making one sugary breakfast that fills the belly but does not nourish. I'm not asking for much, just a little focus sometimes. I imagine taking you out of my head and putting you on my nightstand just so i can get a good nights rest. I love you and i hate you. There must be a way to harness you. You are a just wobbling around in there with no boundaries and id like for you to stop. I want to be in control of my life not the other way around, So in closing this has been fun but i think its my turn to give it a go. Today or shall i say tonight I'm going to choose to tell you what to do, you better listen or ill start taking Tylenol pm and you wouldn't want that would you?
Goodnight my fellow fat barbies put down that midnight snack
xoxo
Sarah
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